searching for a little bit of fun

same as yesterday.. still searching and finding a little bit of fun untuk mengatasi tahap kebosanan yang melampau..... like usual.... ape yang aku cari dan jumpa is "a song" to share... well... hope this clips will sure to knock out the boredom.. hahahaha

ape yang pastinya... aku suka lagu ni.. aku suka lirik die.. E.N.J.O.Y!!!!

Gotye ft Kimbra - Somebody i used to know


[Gotye:]
Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
Told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it's an ache I still remember

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
Like resignation to the end, always the end
So when we found that we could not make sense
Well you said that we would still be friends
But I'll admit that I was glad it was over

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
No you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

[Kimbra:]
Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
But had me believing it was always something that I'd done
But I don't wanna live that way
Reading into every word you say
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know

[Gotye:]
But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
No you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

[x2]
Somebody
(I used to know)
Somebody
(Now you're just somebody that I used to know)

(I used to know)
(That I used to know)
(I used to know)
Somebody

Merayau di malam hari untuk mencari WiFi

HohoHoho Ola mi amor,

Di kebosanan malam nan really really sunyi lagi sepi (ye ke? propa jek lebey!! haha)...
saje jek merayap cari WiFi wat cari lagu... here it is... enjoy!!

"Lighters"
(feat. Bruno Mars)

[Bruno Mars:]
This one's for you and me, living out our dreams
We're all right where we should be
Lift my arms out wide, I open my eyes
And now all I wanna see
Is a sky full of lighters
A sky full of lighters

[Eminem:]
By the time you hear this I will have already spiralled up
I would never do nothing to let you cowards fuck my world up
If I was you I would duck, or get struck, like lightning,
Fighters keep fighting, put your lighters up, point em' skyward uh
Had a dream, I was king, I woke up, still king
This rap game's nipple is mine for the milking,
Till nobody else even fucking feels me, till' it kills me
I swear to God I'll be the fucking illest in this music
There is or there ever will be, disagree?
Feel free, but from now on I'm refusing to ever give up
Only thing I ever gave up using's no more excuses
Excuse me if my head is too big for this building
And pardon me if I'm a cocky prick but you cocks are slick
Poppin shit on how you flipped ya life around, crock-o-shit
Who you dicks try to kid, flipped dick, you did the opposite
You stayed the same, cause cock backwards is still cock you pricks
I love it when I tell em shove it
Cause it wasn't that, long ago when Marshall sat, flustered lack, lustered
Cause he couldn't cut mustard, muster up, nothing
Brain fuzzy, cause he's buzzin', woke up from that buzzin'
Now you wonder why he does it, how he does it
Wasn't cause he had buzzards circlin' around his head
Waiting for him to drop dead, was it?
Or was it cause them bitches wrote him off
Little hussy ass, scuzzes, fuck it, guess it doesn't matter now, does it
What difference it make?
What it take to get it through your thick skulls
That this ain't some bullshit
People don't usually come back this way
From a place that was dark as I was in
Just to get to this place
Now let these words be like a switch blade to a haters rib cage
And let it be known that from this day forward
I wanna just say thanks cause your hate is what gave me the strength
So let em bic's raise cause I came with 5'9" but I feel like I'm 6'8″!

[Bruno Mars:]
This one's for you and me, living out our dreams
We're all right where we should be
With my arms out wide I open my eyes
And now all I wanna see
Is a sky full of lighters
A sky full of lighters

[Royce Da 5'9":]
By the time you hear this I'll probably already be outtie
I advance like going from toting iron to going and buying 4 or 5 of the homies the iron man Audi
My daddy told me slow down, boy, you goin' to blow it
And I ain't gotta stop the beat a minute
To tell Shady I love him the same way that he did, Dr. Dre on the Chronic
Tell him how real he is or how high I am
Or how I would kill for him for him to know it
I cried plenty tears, my daddy got a bad back
So it's only right that I write till he can march right into that post office and tell em to hang it up
Now his career's Lebron's jersey in 20 years
I'll stop when I'm at the very top
You shittin' on me on your way up
It's 'bout to be a scary drop
Cause what goes up, must come down
You going down on something you don't wanna see, like a hairy box
Every hour, happy hour now
Life is wacky now
Used to have to eat the cat to get the pussy
Now I'm just the cats meooww, ow
Classic cow, always down for the catch weight like Pacquiao
Ya'll are doomed
I remember when T-Pain ain't wanna work with me
My car starts itself, parks itself and autotunes
Cause now I'm in the Astin
I went from having my city locked up
To getting treated like Kwame Kilpatrick
And now I'm fantastic
Compared to a weed high
And y'all niggas just gossipin' like bitches on a radio and TV
See me, we fly
Y'all buggin out like Wendy Williams staring at a bee-hive
And how real is that
I remember signing my first deal and now I'm the second best, I can deal with that
Now Bruno can show his ass, without the MTV awards gagg...

[Bruno Mars:]
You and I know what it's like to be kicked down
Forced to fight
But tonight, we're alright
So hold up your lights
Let it shine
Cause, this one's for you and me, living out our dreams
We're all right where we should be
With my arms out wide, I open my eyes
And now all I wanna see
Is a sky full of lighters

  A sky full of lighters


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in hope... semoga hidup di sinari bintang.. macam lightters!! penerang... (tah ye tah tak!!! hahahaha)

Elaboration of love

Read carefully and understand the meanings...........

Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them;

Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear;

Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you;

What would you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?

If love isn't a game, then why are there so many players?

ÀÀÀ  Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.  ÀÀÀ

You can only go as far as you push!.... Actions speak louder than words....

The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.

Don’t let the past hold you back because you’ll missing the good stuff.

Life’s short. If you don’t look around once in a while, you might miss it.

A Best Friend is like a four leaf clover. It’s hard to find but lucky to have one.

Some people make the world special by just being in it.

Best Friends are the siblings that GOD forgot to give us. When it hurts to look back and you’re scarred to look ahead, you can look beside you and YOUR BEST FRIEND will be there.

True friendship never ends because friends are forever.

Good friend are like a stars... you don’t always see them, but you know they are always there in time you’re in need. Don’t frown, because you’d never know who might fall in love with your smile. Everything would be okay in the end. If it’s not okay, then it’s not the end. Most people walk in and out of your life, but only friends leave footprints in your heart.

If you love something.... let it go.

If it’s comes back to you, then it’s yours...

But if it doesn’t, then it never was....

A kiss is just a kiss until you find the one you love.

A hug is just a hug until it’s from the one you’re thinking of.

A dream is just a dream until you make it come true.

LOVE is just a word until it’s proven to you...

Every minute spent angry is sixty seconds of happiness wasted.

To realize the value of a sister

Ask someone who doesn’t have one

To realize the value of ten years

Ask a newly divorced couple

To realize the value of four years

Ask a graduate

To realize the value of one years

Ask a student who has failed a final exam

To realize the value of nine month

Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born

To realize the value of one month

Ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby

To realize the value of one week

Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper

To realize the value of one hour

Ask the lovers who are waiting to meet

To realize the value of one minute

Ask a person who has missed the bus or train or plane

To realize the value of one second

Ask a person who has survived an accident

To realize the value of one millisecond

Ask the person who has won a silver medal in Olympics

Time waits for no one. So treasure every moment you have. You’ll treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special.

        To realize a value of a friend.....

        Lose one!

 With lots of love...

~The one who love you~

Peringatan dari orang yang mencintai kamu

Orang yang mencintai kamu tidak pernah mampu memberikan alasan kenapa dia mencintai kamu. Yang dia tahu di hati dan matanya hanya ada kamu satu-satunya. Orang yang mencintai kamu selalu menerima kamu apa adanya, di hati dan matanya kamu selalu yang tercantik walaupun mungkin kamu merasa berat badan kamu sudah bertambah. Orang yang mencintai kamu selalu ingin tahu tentang apa saja yang kamu lalui sepanjang hari ini, dia ingin tahu kegiatan kamu. Orang yang mencintai kamu akan mengirimkan SMS seperti 'selamat pagi','selamat hari minggu', 'selamat tidur', 'take care', dan lain-lain lagi, walaupun kamu tidak membalas SMS-nya, kerana dengan kiriman SMS itu lah dia menyatakan cintanya, menyatakan dalam cara yang berbeza, tapi berselindung ayat selain kata cinta itu.

Orang yang mencintai kamu akan selalu mengingat setiap kejadian yang dia lalui bersama kamu, bahkan mungkin kejadian yang kamu sendiri sudah melupakannya, kerana saat itu ialah sesuatu yang berharga untuknya. dan saat itu, matanya pasti berkaca. kerana saat bersamamu itu tidak bisa berulang selalu. Orang yang mencintai kamu selalu mengingati setiap kata-kata yang kamu ucapkan, bahkan mungkin kata-kata yang kamu sendiri lupa pernah mengungkapkannya. kerana dia menyematkan kata-kata mu di hatinya, berapa banyak kata-kata penuh harapan yang kau tuturkan padanya, dan akhirnya kau musnahkan? pasti kau lupa, tetapi bukan orang yang mencintai kamu. Orang yang mencintai kamu akan memberikan suatu barang miliknya yang mungkin buat kamu itu ialah sesuatu yang biasa, tetapi baginya barang itu sangat istimewa. Orang yang mencintai kamu selalu ingin berada di dekat kamu dan ingin menghabiskan hari-harinya hanya dengan kamu. Kalau kamu melihat handphone-nya maka nama kamu akan menghiasi sebahagian besar INBOX-nya. Dia masih menyimpan SMS-SMS dari kamu walaupun ia kamu kirim berbulan-bulan atau bertahun-tahun yang lalu. Dia juga menyimpan surat-surat kamu di tempat khas dan segala pemberian kamu menjadi benda-benda berharga buatnya. Dan jika kamu cuba menjauhkan diri daripadanya atau memberi reaksi menolaknya, dia akan menyedarinya dan menghilang dari kehidupan kamu, walaupun hal itu membunuh hatinya..

* Orang yang begitu mencintaimu, tidak pernah memaksa kamu memberinya sebab dan alasan, walaupun hatinya meronta ingin mengetahui, kerana dia tidak mahu kamu terbeban dengan karenahnya. saat kau pinta dia berlalu, dia pergi tanpa menyalahkan kamu, kerana dia benar-benar mengerti apa itu cinta... ~

sweet memoir

here's some tunes from the past..

Tetiba teringat dan Tetiba rindu... huhu

ku rindu... wajah dan senyumanmu

memberikan cahaya... di dalam setiap mimpi-mimpi ku

kau pergi... membawa hati ini

tinggalkan ku sendiri.. dalam sepi...

tiap kali dengar lagu dayang ni mesti aku ingat dia.. hanya gambaran kenangan jek yang aku ade... kenangan dimana aku dan dia di suatu ketika dulu.. tapi sekarang ni die da tak ade lagi di dunia ni... dia da pergi buat selama-lamanye mase aku di tingkatan 4 tahun 2001... pada hari pemergiannye ke rahmatullah merupakan hari sepatutnya die balik ke kampung berserta niat yang tak pernah aku tahu.. but deep inside my heart, aku tau die ade niat yang ade kene mengena dengan aku... 

dalam hari dan mase yang same dengan pemergiannye (sebelum aku tahu die dah tak ade) ... aku bermimpi... die bawak aku jalan2 naik motor die.. kami bahagia sangat... die bawak aku masuk kedai emas.. die belikan aku cincin emas belah rotan.. die sarungkan pada jari aku dengan ucapan "maafkan abg, abg tak dapat nak tengok nana lagi lepas ni, tak dapat nak jumpe nana lagi, tak dapat nak jaga nana lagi.. mulai sekarang, nana kene jage diri sendiri, jaga maruah diri, maruah keluarga, jaga mak, jangan lawan cakap mak, tutup aurat, jangan pakai seksi2 macam sekarang lagi sebab abg akan pergi jauh... abg harap nana takkan lupakan abg dan takkan lupe ape yang abg pesan"  walaupun dalam hati aku gembira sebab die sarungkan cincin emas pade jari aku tapi dalam mase yang same aku tak dapat nak tafsir ape yang die maksudkan... atas motor (dalam perjalanan balik) hati aku berdebar dengan kuat... hati aku mengatakan yang ini terakhir kali aku akan jumpe die.. takde lagi lepas ni... dan terus saje aku peluk die dari belakang dengan erat sambil mate terpejam sambil otak ligat merakam memory indah itu.. lantas saje aku terjage..

pagi itu aku masih di pembaringan.. bibir melakar senyuman paling manis tapi tak lama.. tiba tiba airmata mengalir dan tiba tiba saje perasaan hiba datang.. aku menangis kerana takut... takut sesuatu terjadi pade die... aku tak sanggup kehilangan die... walaupun aku dan die tidak rapat di alam nyata, setakat usik mengusik dan lirik melirik mata dari kejauhan tapi aku suke die.. aku tau die juga suke aku.. kalau tak takkan la die setuju dengan cadangan arwah mak die tuk satukan aku dan die.. pagi itu hati aku sayu yang teramat.. aku tak sanggup nak bayangkan ape-ape.. yang pastinye dalam hati aku berdoa agar die baik2 saje.. lalu mimpi tu aku biarkan ia berlalu macam tu je.. aku lalui hari-hari aku macam biase.. pergi sekolah.. balik rumah... cuma satu jek yang membuatkan aku lain.. hati aku berdebar2 dan kosong.. blurr... kawan2 kat sekolah pon cakap aku nampak lain sangat.. aku diamkan aje..

pada minggu berikutnya.. hari sabtu atau ahad (kurang pasti) rumahku didatangi tetamu... mase tu aku baru pulang dari somewhere.. aku tak ingat.. yang pastinye mase aku masuk dalam rumah tetamu tu dah pun nak balik.. aku sempat bersalam jek dengan dorang.. setelah mereka pergi.. aku tanye mak, kenapa dorang datang tak bagi tau awal2? mak cume diam.. then mak cite slow2 pade aku... mak suh aku tarik nafas dalam2 then mengucap panjang... aku jadi pelik dan tak sabar nak dengar penjelasan mak.. hati aku gundah gulana.. mak cakap... abg joe dah tak ade.. die dah meninggal.. accident minggu lepas (hari sabtu) mase die on the way nak balik ke sini dari lumut, perak (tempat die bekerja dengan navy).. mak cume boleh suruh aku bersabar dan berdoa banyak2 supaya roh die tenang di "sana".. depan mak aku just diam jek macam orang yang takde perasaan.. aku masuk bilik.. aku nangis sepuas puasnya... aku mula teringat akan mimpi aku minggu lepas... aku tak sangka perpisahan antara aku dan die sangat sadis dan tragis... DALAM MIMPI!!

kini, walaupun kejadian tu berlaku 12 tahun yang lalu.. ianya masih segar di ingatan... masih segar mewarnai secoret ingatan lampau... hidup ni aku teruskan macam biase... walaupun kadang kadang hati ini berlagu rindu tapi aku biarkan saje.. hanya kenangan semasa hayat arwah masih ade menjadi pengubat sendu dan kesedihan yang melanda di kala ini

untuk arwah sepupuku abg joe @ Ungku Azahar Bin Ungku Sulaiman, ku panjatkan doa untuk rohmu.. ku doakan agar dikau dicucuri rahmat dan ditetapkan bersama golongan mereka yang beriman dan diredhai Allah s.w.t..

AL-FATIHAH...